Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Problem?

I haven't be feeling good lately and I don't know why. I just have the feeling that something is wrong. I don't know if its because I've had difficulty lately with knowing what to do after my year is over, or because my work seems to have musroomed over the last week, or maybe I feel a sense of frustration over being here for 5 months and not knowing anyone outside of the people I work with. Now that I have the van to drive, I want to go and do things, but It's hard because I don't want to go by myself, and the people I know aren't available when I'm off. They have normal working hours. This is such a great city, I want to explore it more fully. I also think that I've been feeling bad for missed opportunities. I didn't go to Frenchman during Halloween, I wasn't able to be here for New Year's and I want to have gone to that Hornets game with the guys. I only have one year and so every day counts.